erin

anxiety attack
2002-04-16 17:36:06 (UTC)

entry 6. oh la la

french flick.
tonight i went to see this film called amelie. it was a rather
interesting endevor because it gave me a chance to do
something besides sit at home being completely annoyed. i
really liked the movie, but at times i questioned my motives.
im not sure if i would have liked the movie so much if it was
in english. perhaps im just more attracted to things that are
exotic. aren't we all? speaking of exotic. i really should have
registered for a foreign language next semester instead of my
art class, but expression through lines and colors will be
good for me, rather than expression through word, which
seems to get me into too much trouble. i have to go to sleep.
there is so much more to say. fortuantly i have an entire
week off to say it. there is this boy who i went on a date with
once. i laugh at him relentlessly when he talks to me online. i
try to excuse the things he says with the fact that he is only
18. but there are plenty of 18 year old boys out there, and
none of them have ever said, " i want to be your romeo and
you can be my fuckin julliet" . i suppose it is my fault for
going on the date with him, and providing quality
conversation. apparently that isn't expected from very many
girls in this age. quite pathetically i hope that i'll eventually
meet a guy who is nice and sincere that i dont completely
detest. until then, its aoflirting with the boy of my dreams
(boo for not being equally flirtatious)




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