duckie

THe DuCk wOrLd
2002-04-16 14:50:26 (UTC)

hot and humid~

yikes, today is such a hot and humid day! i feel sticky all
over my body! and was like sweating like hell! realise that
weaaring sports bra makes u feel very hot inside, don't
know why. haix~ i think i will only wear sports bra if i am
doing any sports! hahax~ lame!

Yesh! no bio tutorial on friday! got track and field!
woohoo! no need to see that lame lam face! bitch man! one
big fat bitch! never hate a teacher so much in my life! i
will show her! i will show her that i can get a distinction
for biology. sucker.

anyway, i was very depressed yesterday, for no apparent
reason, i think that i am really PMSing! it's so scary
manx! suddenly u are happy, then u depressed, then u happy
again! yikes! anyway, i think i still like saywei lahx,
cos' it's like, haix, dunno leh. what he says affected me a
lot. x( .. was like smsing him, and he replied back that he
going to hit 1000 liaox, then don't sms liaox, then he end
off with, goodbye, my friend. then i was like, my friend?
yah, we are friends now. that was what i told him, and what
i wanted to be. but i don't know lehx. then i did a stupid
thing, i sms back: ok.. i wun be smsing u again, bubbye!
lame right? haix, then he got all worried and i never
replied his message back. think i am making a fuss over
nothing loh. haix, i don't know why also. very luan. but i
still think i am way too immature to have a boyfriend now.
i don't know how to treat one properly. haix, don;t know
leh, just look what happened to saywei, hurt him 2 times. 2
times leh!! so i cannot hurt him for the 3rd time, and if
he really found someone he likes, i think i will just wish
him all the best. i mean i couldn't do anything right, it
was me who gives up the relationship in the first place,
and i know i would be damn sad, i am already feeling very
sad when i think of it liaox. i don't know, yah, he
deserves someone better..

Yep, i am reading 'Bridget Jones Diary - Edge of Reason'
and it was very funny and nice! Plan to finish it by
tomorrow and get started with ' Sushi for Beginners ' very
bad of me, borrow books also never read! x( .. anyway, i
find bridget jones highly entertaining, and that she is
very cute. maybe i will keep a diary like her, hahax.

Quote of the Day: There's no such thing as a U-turn in Love.

Yep Yep, no such thing as a U-turn, means i can't turn back
to him and say, let's patch back together, for the 3rd
time. No way, he won't agree to it.




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