? :: connie ::?
:: inside my mind ::
Am I "Low"?
If I'm not trying to find a job right now, that doesn't
mean that I don't have any plan for my future.
As for my daily activity, what I want is taking some
computer graphic courses as that's what I want to do if I
get a job in the future.
I don't want to be a career woman, the only career I want
to have in the future is being the best woman in the house,
to whom my future mate & kids will be proud of. But if he
needs me to work, I want to have a part-time job as a
graphic designer or something related to the internet &
graphics, so I don't have to spend all of my time for the
job, but I will have lot of times for my future family.
But a friend told me that people will look down on me if I
don't work. She also said that men will be 'scared' if they
find out that I don't have any job & my parents are not
young anymore. They will think I will be a burden for them.
I don't know, but I do care. I thank her for her advice.
But do I hve to do what I don't want to do? I don't like
jobs who requires me to be in formal clothes. I did work a
couple of years ago, but I don't think I got lot of lesson
& experience, because I didn't do the job I like ...
The question is, will people really look down on me if I
don't do what I don't like and is my dream, only being a
good house-wife, is "low"?
May 26, 2001
10:05 PM GMT 7