blushing

is it over yet?
2002-04-15 16:59:42 (UTC)

sad hours seem long

jons mad. he knows about bill and i. there was nothing to
hide in the first place, but i dont want him to suddenly
stop being friends with me. i cant stand to loose anyone
else.
dad was coked out last night. they must teach you how to hit
a girl somewhere. like pull you aside in high school and
show you. ive never known any guy to hit a different
way...everyone hits the same. everyone is just cold like
that.
i need to see a doctor. my jaw is turning purple. i cant
help to think that its broken. what will they say when i
tell them that dad got mad at me so he decided to break my
jaw. this is insane. no one lives like this....and even if
they do...no one ever survives.
hitting rock bottom...and im still going.
margo




Ad: