ShadeofGrey

Desperately Wanting...
2002-04-15 03:16:50 (UTC)

I'm happy here, so let me stay

How quickly people can irritate me. Seriously. If there's
one thing I cannot stand it's unnecessary rudeness. Bahh.
Ridiculous behavior. But I'm over it. You can't control
what people do. We'll be fine tomorrow. Right now though. I
love life. So very much. I'm worried though. My back. This
pain. It's not normal and I'm starting to get scared. I've
always had back problems. But this. This is like nothing
I've ever felt before. I hate doctors. Too much money.
Extra pain. I don't understand how it heals. But right now
I'm fine. I'm not dying. I'm alive. So alive. Spent the day
with my baby. Just hung out. Had fun. Messed around.
Wrestled. So funny. I love how we just have fun. We act
like we're 6. We're insane. I love it.
Ahh and Maggie. So great. I love her. I love that she loves
life as much as I do. Kills me. She's so smart. Chet too.
They know people so well. It amazes me. How can we be so
young and still know so much? That just kills me. Ahh great
people! Timmy! Good kid. I love people. Not all but most. I
need sleep. My back is killing me. BAHH! Goodnight.




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