passionispoison

My Soap Opera Life
2002-04-15 02:54:59 (UTC)

Another Day!!!!!!

Friend,
Well another day has gone by, and still doing nothing. I
have been trying for like a week now to get a hold of Erin,
and she isn't even home. I don't know how I'm going to get
home now! I hope that my parents can come up sometime, I
mean I think they have no choice! Everyone has to get home
so therefore there is no room in anyone's cars. I know that
Dad has his play next weekend so it's really inconvenient.
It would have been fine if they didn't kick us out until
Sunday the 28th... but no we have to be out by Friday the
26th at 1:00pm. It's okay though, I will be out of here. I
just wish that I could rely on my friends... I actually
wish I had a car up here so I could just go home when I
wanted. I can't believe Erin sometimes, she drives me
batty, I really need to find new friends when I get to
Denver! My friends, are people that I can't rely on, they
piss me off. I hope that I can find new friends in the
Denver area, shouldn't be that hard, just start talking to
strangers that look around my age! lol! Plus I hope to meet
internet boy, and then maybe he'll have friends that I can
be friends with. And then if Josh moves out here, he'll be
here too... that's what I need to just focus on new people.
Reliable people, and good people for me! I also was
thinking about moving in with my best friend, and I have a
feeling that I might kill her. I think I would be better
off living with a guy then with Erin. Girls drive me batty,
I need to find a neat guy, and live with him. Gay, straight
doesn't matter, just a guy to live with! We have separate
bedrooms and everything will be alright. I think that if
Lawuanta wanted to move to Denver I could handle living
with her. I pretty much did live with her this school year
in the suite, and we have the same messy habits, and the
same clean habits. I love Erin dearly, but I don't know if
living with her would be a good idea. I don't want to ruin
our friendship, I mean she is my best friend, but sometimes
she drives me up a wall... I don't know maybe once I've
lived with my parents again I'll be able to live with Erin.
Well enough bitching... I will write again later. Until
then good bye my friend.
Erin




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