Griffinblade

Darksyde Diary
2002-04-14 00:56:15 (UTC)

Ever Churning Wheels of Fate

Something occured today that i never thought would.

I accepted the inevitable conclusion that i must grow up.

The Horror! The Horror! I dont wanna grow up, i've said it
for a while now. But somehow, i found myself filling out
job applications today. Never thought i'd see the day. I
was totally petrified for my first one..they had all this
stuff on it, in which i really didnt know what to put.
Scribble down the names of some parent's friend, not to
mention thier number. I had to improvise the whole thing
more or less on the spot. Scared the bejezus outa me. I
dunno if it was in the college atmosphere..(my first try
was a restaraunt on a college campus) with all of their
high and mighty attitudes... but i'm sure that could not
have been helped.

Next up was Krogers. Easy stuff. They expected high
schoolers to show up there. Was simple..and after that
expedition, i started to feel a little better about the
whole thing.

Rented a few movies from the library. Watched 'em. That
more or less sums up my day. No real huge monster
realizations...no anticdotes about life...nothing. A boring
day..but one that scared the piss out of me early on.

Wraith is still m.i.a....i dont know what to do. It's
almost like he's hiding. This is the thing that's been on
my mind all day. I'm starting to question myself. Am i
really a Therianthropy, or was i just hitting a phase or
something? I'm nowhere near giving up my
beliefs..but...i'm so worried. Worried that he's still in
there and alright. I havent felt him run, stir, or even
howl in delight. I guess nothing much has happened to give
him reason to. I feel so...human...it hurts me. I just
want my spiritmate back...

-Jo§h




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