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Violet's Flower
2002-04-13 21:11:10 (UTC)

im depressed...

ok well you know how adults always say that we are too
young to be depressed or we dont know what depression feels
like? well, if this isn't depression then I don't know what
it is. im sad every other mintue. for example on thursday
my school had a dance. i always love dances and end up
having a good time. ohh, man i was wrong about this dance.
my best friend got her heart broken, i practically ended up
in tears over a boy i thought i really cared about and my
other best friend wasnt there but even SHE got her heart
broken. ok so let's start this from the beginning rather
than just egtting to all the juicy parts cause then it is
too confusing. (by the way im really sorry if my typing is
all scrabbled im typing a little too fast.) ok i got
dropped off at the dance and i went to go meet my friend.
she was hanging out in a big group. that part is always fun
we whack the boys with their skateboards... anywayz we got
inside a half hour late because the dance was behind
schedule (dont u just hate it when that happens?)well we
started dancing nd then a slow song came on and one of my
bestest freinds started slow dancing with her crush, seth,
she looked like she was in heaven and like lost track of
time (i talked to her after and said she didnt even know
what song they were playing at the time) and then the next
slow song came along and her arch enemy was slow dancing
with him! i later found my friend crying in the bathroom.
and during then i saw one of my two crushes (the other one
that im in serious love with wasnt there ;( ) dancing with
a girl i wasnt particularly friendly with. i was mad and
sad at the same time. my feeling were jumbled and worst of
all my friends werent all that sypathetic and said that i
easily could have had him. my other bud, sam, was asked to
dance by her crush and she sid yes. well it finally came
time to dance and he wouldnt and he wouldnt tell her why.
ok whew. deep breath... ok my other bud, taeryn, wasnt even
there and she got her heart broken. her old boyfriend that
she just broke up with( they were working it out and were
gonna get back together. they really liked each other)
asked my 4th best bud brynn to dance and told her to dump
her boyfriend of 5 months. later on i asked cameron
(taeryn's old boyfriend) if he still liked taeryn and he
said not really! phwew my life is a little confusing unless
you r playing the part of me. i have to go now.
BYE!




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