roxy

please allow me to introduce me...

...half of me slave, the other half free
righteous and sinful, both at the same time
iniquity and purity fill up the same mind
and out of the same mouth, the holy and profane
i curse all my brothers, then i bless Christ's name
i hang in the balance, but still i'm secure
i'm leaning towards evil, but striving to be pure
i stand between the saint and sinner
chasing after holiness
close enough to grasp
but still it's just beyond my reach
who i am is in between what i wanna be and what i am
pulling from both sides, humility and pride
one seeks to give, the other to be gratified
in any case however i know i'm in need
two appetites in me, which one do i feed
running fast as i can after elusive perfection
no i'm not there yet, but i'm in the right direction
cuz i see me at the end and i look glorified
justified safe inside, so i seek to be sanctified

ahhh... these are not my thoughts. i stole them from the
supertones. but they describe perfectly how i am feeling.

my kittie is wet and she's rubbing all over me. gross.
but.... it's *raining*!! i'm so excited! i just went
outside and danced in the rain. it's so refreshing and it
smells so good. mmmmmm :)

what random thoughts i'm having today. anyway, the rain is
too distracting... i'm off to dance in the rain...