crave me
2001-05-24 21:43:00 (UTC)

Why am I so dumb

I've never been in a situation where I have wanted someone
like this. I've met a man quite a bit older, very attractive
and I am hopeless in love with him. The problem is he sees
me as a friend, one who is much younger and out of his
league. I have dropped hints about my attraction, he finds
this amusing, flattering, maybe he is attracted but he will
not come near me.

I think of him every waking moment, I've never been taken by
someone like this. I want him to notice me, I talk to him
daily and yet he is blind to me.

I don't know how much longer I can take.