Jencaero

Happy Noodle Boy Rox!
2002-04-12 02:13:39 (UTC)

grrrrrrrrrrr hacks me off

im so glad that ive now realized that ben is just another narrow-
minded person. grrrrrr though i invested so much into him and i
thought.... well nevermind what i thought.
Afipunkgodess (8:43:15 PM): lol
BigBenUSA5 (8:43:17 PM): hey!
Afipunkgodess (8:43:23 PM): your journal thingy is
hilarious
BigBenUSA5 (8:43:31 PM): really?
BigBenUSA5 (8:43:35 PM): i just spoke my mind
Afipunkgodess (8:43:36 PM): you should care about the new
testament because who knows, you might learn something
Afipunkgodess (8:43:38 PM): hahaha yep
Afipunkgodess (8:43:43 PM): thats always good
Afipunkgodess (8:43:57 PM): its always good to remain
openminded with relig
Afipunkgodess (8:43:57 PM): haha
Afipunkgodess (8:44:59 PM): you didnt write anything today
though...
Afipunkgodess (8:45:01 PM): so whatsup?
BigBenUSA5 (8:45:47 PM): yeah no time
BigBenUSA5 (8:45:57 PM): um sorry but it seems like so
much um fluff
Afipunkgodess (8:46:02 PM): lol what does?
Afipunkgodess (8:46:04 PM): the new testament
BigBenUSA5 (8:46:08 PM): yup
Afipunkgodess (8:46:11 PM): its not
Afipunkgodess (8:46:16 PM): it has some pretty good points
in it
Afipunkgodess (8:46:22 PM): lol
BigBenUSA5 (8:46:28 PM): no i don't c any
Afipunkgodess (8:46:31 PM): you have to look deeper though
Afipunkgodess (8:46:36 PM): they dont just tell you
BigBenUSA5 (8:46:41 PM): no i don't think i will
Afipunkgodess (8:46:45 PM): lol why not?
BigBenUSA5 (8:46:54 PM): cause then i may end up like u
questioning everything!
Afipunkgodess (8:47:16 PM): lol oh so im a perfect example
of religious fucked up ness
Afipunkgodess (8:47:16 PM): hahah
BigBenUSA5 (8:47:27 PM): um u got that right!
Afipunkgodess (8:47:30 PM): dont worry none of the other
kids in my class question
Afipunkgodess (8:47:38 PM): i think im just predisposed to
it
BigBenUSA5 (8:47:47 PM): sure y not.......
BigBenUSA5 (8:47:54 PM): i am ben and i don't like the new
testament
BigBenUSA5 (8:47:58 PM): ")
BigBenUSA5 (8:48:00 PM): :-)
Afipunkgodess (8:48:01 PM): lol how do you know
Afipunkgodess (8:48:06 PM): if you dont read it
Afipunkgodess (8:48:09 PM): and you dont look for things
Afipunkgodess (8:48:10 PM): lol
BigBenUSA5 (8:48:24 PM): i already don;t like it and i
read phil and gal
Afipunkgodess (8:49:02 PM): read mat mark lk and john
Afipunkgodess (8:49:03 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (8:49:09 PM): read acts
BigBenUSA5 (8:49:19 PM): no! :-P
Afipunkgodess (8:50:00 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (8:50:06 PM): okay well if you have any
questions
Afipunkgodess (8:50:09 PM): ill explain anything i can
Afipunkgodess (8:50:20 PM): because there really are some
good things in there
BigBenUSA5 (8:50:29 PM): u can do my religion class for me!
Afipunkgodess (8:50:33 PM): hahaha
Afipunkgodess (8:50:47 PM): i could
BigBenUSA5 (8:52:20 PM): do it!
BigBenUSA5 (8:52:24 PM): pppppleaz :-)
Afipunkgodess (8:52:40 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (8:52:48 PM): dude, you have to open up to
it all
BigBenUSA5 (8:53:01 PM): it isn't my religion
Afipunkgodess (8:53:06 PM): or stay closed but open up to
the umm idea that there might be some good stuff in there
BigBenUSA5 (8:53:11 PM): i don't wish 2 open my heart to
jesus
Afipunkgodess (8:53:11 PM): it doesnt matter if its your
religion or not
Afipunkgodess (8:53:13 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (8:53:15 PM): you dont have to
Afipunkgodess (8:53:19 PM): im not saying you do
BigBenUSA5 (8:53:20 PM): stop trying to convert me!
Afipunkgodess (8:53:27 PM): youre getting defensive.
Afipunkgodess (8:53:31 PM): im not trying to convert you
Afipunkgodess (8:53:50 PM): tell me, what have you gotten
out of the old testament
BigBenUSA5 (8:53:50 PM): lol i know u aren't
Afipunkgodess (8:53:53 PM): im just wondering
BigBenUSA5 (8:53:57 PM): um not much
Afipunkgodess (8:54:02 PM): how has it influenced you
BigBenUSA5 (8:54:03 PM): i don't like religion period
BigBenUSA5 (8:54:09 PM): hasn't
Afipunkgodess (8:54:10 PM): and why is that?
too many rules?
Afipunkgodess (8:54:22 PM): but religion is supposed to
tie in with your life
Afipunkgodess (8:54:23 PM): i think
BigBenUSA5 (8:54:33 PM): my life is my life
BigBenUSA5 (8:54:42 PM): not my relgion's
Afipunkgodess (8:54:58 PM): but there are things
consisting of your life
Afipunkgodess (8:55:06 PM): see i guess thats our big
difference
Afipunkgodess (8:55:13 PM): you live now and you live for
life
Afipunkgodess (8:55:21 PM): i live for other things
Afipunkgodess (8:55:37 PM): cant explain
BigBenUSA5 (8:55:37 PM): what do u think u r living for?
Afipunkgodess (8:55:45 PM): something more than life
Afipunkgodess (8:55:52 PM): philosophy contemplation
Afipunkgodess (8:55:53 PM): i dont know
Afipunkgodess (8:55:59 PM): something that would be the
result of that
BigBenUSA5 (8:57:04 PM): y don't u just try to live life
and not wondering about what living life would do
BigBenUSA5 (8:57:14 PM): cause if u do and then die then u
haven't lived @ all
Afipunkgodess (8:59:44 PM): but what is living
Afipunkgodess (8:59:50 PM): i mean its all physical
Afipunkgodess (9:00:02 PM): physical doesnt satisfy me
Afipunkgodess (9:00:23 PM): i mean do you ever look at how
you live your life
Afipunkgodess (9:00:26 PM): its productivity
Afipunkgodess (9:00:34 PM): your goals, and how youre
going about accomplishing them?
Afipunkgodess (9:00:43 PM): if you dont think of that,
then what are you doing, what are you living?
BigBenUSA5 (9:01:22 PM): i do lots of think but u r just
taking step backwards
Afipunkgodess (9:02:26 PM): tell me why
BigBenUSA5 (9:02:59 PM): ok lets say u play baseball and
take all of these practice swings before u go to bat
BigBenUSA5 (9:03:09 PM): u feel really good about these
practice swings
BigBenUSA5 (9:03:57 PM): but then when u aucutally hit the
ball u hit a foul tip which is caught by the catcher and
now u r out and then u think to yourself if only u hit
that ball w/ one of your practice swings
Afipunkgodess (9:04:58 PM): what are you comparing it to?
BigBenUSA5 (9:05:12 PM): all of the thinking u do
BigBenUSA5 (9:05:21 PM): the kind that u do just takes u
backward
BigBenUSA5 (9:05:22 PM): s
Afipunkgodess (9:05:24 PM): compare the foul and the
wondering
Afipunkgodess (9:05:28 PM): how would it take me backwards
BigBenUSA5 (9:05:57 PM): ok well not backwards but no where
Afipunkgodess (9:06:29 PM): say you decide to screw the
practice swings, just get up there and hit the ball. you
dont think about where to hit it you dont think about what
direction it is to go. you hit it, and you hit it hard but
it gets caught.
BigBenUSA5 (9:06:50 PM): what is all life is tho! a bunch
of lucky hits
Afipunkgodess (9:07:01 PM): but what if you plan
Afipunkgodess (9:07:02 PM): where to run
Afipunkgodess (9:07:04 PM): and how to run
Afipunkgodess (9:07:07 PM): just in case you hit
Afipunkgodess (9:07:13 PM): what if you work on running
and swinging and aiming
Afipunkgodess (9:07:19 PM): what if you STUDY for the test?
Afipunkgodess (9:07:48 PM): instead of blundering through
the questions wondering what its all about
BigBenUSA5 (9:08:18 PM): it is different tho sports
compare easier to life
Afipunkgodess (9:08:28 PM): why
Afipunkgodess (9:08:45 PM): tests can be unpredictable too
BigBenUSA5 (9:09:13 PM): w/ a test u have time to prepare
and pretty much know what to expect baseball and other
sports is thinking fast on your feet
Afipunkgodess (9:09:24 PM): let me relate it to sports
then: you wouldnt go wrestle without preparation,
practicing, stretching
Afipunkgodess (9:09:29 PM): with a test you dont know what
to expect
Afipunkgodess (9:09:35 PM): the teacher can put on anything
Afipunkgodess (9:09:49 PM): with baseball you can analyze
your opponents and know what to expect then
BigBenUSA5 (9:09:55 PM): wrestling i don't have time to
think it is all reaction and action
BigBenUSA5 (9:10:20 PM): i mean yes i prepare but i am not
like could u hold on opponenent i need to think of wat to
do
Afipunkgodess (9:10:29 PM): but you do prepare
Afipunkgodess (9:10:32 PM): and when it comes time
Afipunkgodess (9:10:36 PM): you use the preparation
Afipunkgodess (9:10:45 PM): you use the moves taught to
you in preperation
Afipunkgodess (9:10:55 PM): theyve been ground into you,
like an instinct almost
Afipunkgodess (9:11:02 PM): because youve practiced so much
BigBenUSA5 (9:11:06 PM): i use instink
BigBenUSA5 (9:11:08 PM): i develope it
Afipunkgodess (9:11:22 PM): in practice
Afipunkgodess (9:11:26 PM): you develop it in practice
Afipunkgodess (9:11:30 PM): you dont just have it
Afipunkgodess (9:11:37 PM): you learn anticipation
BigBenUSA5 (9:12:07 PM): sure u can
Afipunkgodess (9:12:35 PM): well i dont
Afipunkgodess (9:12:36 PM): lol
BigBenUSA5 (9:12:42 PM): lol
BigBenUSA5 (9:12:44 PM): g2g