sunshine

My rainy days and sunny days
2002-04-11 01:42:01 (UTC)

confessional

today had got me thinking back to the first day i met him.
I thought he was one of the most attractive guys taht i
have ever met... i liked his hat the best. and something
about him just drew me in. i liked talking to him, even if
it was a mere, hey, i didnt get ur name, im karina! adn
smiles were exchanged. but little did i know that he was
someone id want in my life forever. i miss him. that day
began someting in me that still lives in me right now. i
looked outside just a few minutes ago, and i thought of
him. the stars were shining brightly and i wanted him here
at that very moment to share beauty with me. he is the
type of guy i want to show everything to. i want to
surrender all fears to him, have him hold me when i want to
run. and sit on my front lawn with just to watch the
beautiful country sky. i want to tickle him and make him
almost pee his pants. i want i raspberry all over his
stomach. i want to write poems for him and cover him with
kisses! i want to take him to the park for a picnic and
feed the geese, and swing on the swing set. i want to
share my world with him! its the case of the unrequitted
love i would give the world for him to be mine. but i cant
make him want me, cuz if i could he would! my only hope is
to one day know taht kind of feeling. i cant help but to be
reminded of how i want to just give you all i can, and let
you know the person i am, the person i used to be...i want
to let you see me change and be a part of my life
mutually. as of right now, u have already touched a part
of my life that is will be forever imprinted with your
hands, smile, eyes, laughter, and simply, everything about
you. i am forever thankful that i could know someone like
you. i hope you could sometime feel the same. i want you
to see me as i see you, and be so appreciative to know me i
want you to know that no matter what life happens to you, i
will be consumed with sorrow if you are sad and i cant help
and i would do give anything to make you smile. i only
want your happiness... i only want to see you smile again




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