camicazy

pissed off

i'm pissed off.

i'm pissed off because i am not happy with an essay that i
wrote even though i spent countless hours doing research
and trying to fix up the essay. i'm sure i'll get a low
mark for this.

i'm pissed off because i still have another research essay
to do, an oral presentation on monday, a debate on tuesday,
an adventure game to create, and a play to present.

i'm pissed off because bernice is giving nelson some crap
again about how hardworking she is and about how she
doesn't steal boyfriends...and also because rachel is out
with nelson again. nelson never runs out of girls.

i'm pissed off because i'm not pretty enough. because i
feel unfulfilled with my life. because there are so many
things that i long for in life that i don't have.

i'm pissed off because i'm so greedy and selfish. here i
am..in melbourne..studying...wailing about the things that
i don't and can't have...when in some other part of the
world, someone is starving and dying...

i'm pissed off because of this bloody world. nothing's
right. everything's screwed up. and i'm bloody stressed.

No more maybes
Your baby's got rabies
Sitting on a ball
In the middle of the Andes

Yeah, I'm a freak of nature
Yeah, I'm a freak

If only I could be as cool as you
As cool as you

Body and soul, I'm a freak

Try to be different
Well get a different disease
Seems it's in fashion
To need the coldsore cream

I don't really know
How to put on a 'cool' show
As boring as they come
Just tell me where to go

If only I could be as cool as you

Freak
-- "freak"
silverchair