Insensitive Kitten

...lies...

I'm staring at my hands while they type....it amuses
me.....they know just where every key is without me even
thinking about it. Automatic.

"Underground, watch the space...I'm hoping to fall in
through the grease."

Prosthetic feeling....."Calm it down, ring it round."

"Don't think cos I understand I care, don't think cos I'm
talkin we're friends. Underground watch the space...I'm
hopin to fall in through the grease."

I am a big smudge of grease.....ugly...liquid....diseased...

"Talk me down safe and sound, too strung up to sleep"

I didn't sleep last night.....I flipped out and cried
hysterically....but I forced myself to close my eyes at
7am....managed to sleep a little before nightmares of
melting people woke me up.

I'm going to melt one day.....

My god I haven't made any sense in so long..............

I think I'm gonna puke..........................

God...I'm quite fat........and every fat chunk on my body
is diseased.

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