artsy-girl

my adventures
2001-05-23 21:14:42 (UTC)

the dehumanization of what ever

i started classes yesterday. they seem like they'll be
pretty easy. i feel like i'm sort of ahead in my math
class, i'm a junior in college and i truly think that this
class was designed for freshman in high school. the
professor was talking about pie charts like no one had ever
heard of them before, it was horrible. oh well at least i
don' thave to sit through it during the semester. i can get
it over with really fast and never have to take another math
class ever again. so i am still a little dissapointed with
how things turned out with miz, i haven't heard from him
since i came back. i feel like a little girl again.
pouting because i didn't get what i want. i am so tired it
is ridiculous, working all day does not sit well with me at
all. i am used to lazing around all day and then doing
nothing at night, and now i have to get up, go to class,
then to work. and i am sounding incredibly whiny right now.
i'll stop. i found out that another of my secret crushes
is getting married in the spring, how bout that! i'm not
used to this, i never had to wonder if people i liked were
married or getting married or had kids before. now i have
to ask guys if they have kids, its sort of daunting. what
are you gonna do though really i guess i'll just have to
deal, either that or date younger guys, but that's not that
appealing either! oh well such is life in the big city. . .
hehhe




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