Tainted

Disillusioned
2002-04-09 17:41:44 (UTC)

I am who you want me to be

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive


i guess these lyrics should be asigned to a certain person
in my life. but i cant. i guess it about me giving up my child
hood to leave home in 5 months. im gonna be able to wipe the slate
clean. i can be who ever or what ever i
want to be. yet i know through leaving my comfortable
middle class up bringing i will also be leaving behind who
iam. no matter how hard i try i will never be able to
convey me through this diary. i write to understand myself.
to the uninformed reader- i am no one, iam pretend. In
september- i may as well be what u percieve of me. iam
indescribably scared.




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