Crazy in Blue

Singing In the Rain or A downpouring
2002-04-09 08:09:37 (UTC)

I Can Be

YES, FINNALY ANOTHER CHAPTER IN THE LIKE OF CRAZY IN BLUE.
I KNOW THAT THE 3 PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN READING IT ARE
REALLY EXCITED. MY LIFE IS ALWAYS DOING WEIRD THINGS, AND
THIS MONTH IS NO EXCEPTION. I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO GET INTO
ALL OF THE BULLSHIT WITH MY SORORITY, SUFFICE IT TO SAY, I
CONTINUE TO WONDER WHY I AM A PART OF THIS CHAPTER. BUT
YEAH, I DIGRESS. I HAVE ALOT OF NEW MEN IN MY LIFE, AND
SOME OF THEM ARE GOOD, SOME ARE BAD. I CONTINUE TO HAVE
FEELINGS FOR ISIAH, BUT RIGHT NOW IT'S MORE LIKE I MISS
YOU, WHY IN THE HELL WON'T YOU VISIT ME, AND LET ME KNOW
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH YOU. THE BIGGEST NEW THING
IS BILLY. BILLY IS 24, AND RATHER MARRIED, TO A WHITE GIRL
NO LESS. WITH 2 KIDS. YOU WOULD THINK, I AS A SINGLE
BLACK, PARTIALLY EDUCATED FEAMLE WOULD LEAVE HIM ALONE. OF
COURSE NOT. I AM BLUE DRAMA, SO I HAVE TO TALK TO HIM, AND
BECOME FRIENDS WITH HIM. WHY CAN'T I HAVE A NORMAL LIFE.
THEN OF COURSE THERE IS JOSE, THE PUERTO RICAN. WHO I WAS
TOTTALY IN LOVE WITH, BUT LET GO OF BECAUSE HE HAD A
GIRLFRIEND, AND HE WAS TAKEN. YEAH, THEY BROKE UP. YEAH I
THINK I WANNA GET ON HIM. NOT FUCK, BUT YOU KNOW, AT LEAST
SMOOCH A LIL BIT. BUT HE DOESN'T LIKE GIRLS WITH TOUGNE
RINGS. I THINK HE MIGHT BE GAY. LOL NOT RELALY, BUT I
CAN'T BELIEVE THAT HE DOESN'T LIKE THEM. OH WELL, I CAN
TAKE IT OUT TO KISS. THE BEST THING ABOUT LIFE IS THE FACT
THAT I HAVE FOUND AN UNLIKELY FRIEND IN BILLY. BESIDES THE
WHOLE I WANNA FUCK THING, HE'S ACTUALLY A REALLY NICE
PERSON. EVERYONE THINKS THAT I SHOULD NOT TALK TO HIM,
SINCE HE IS MARRIED AND ALL. BUT HE AND HIS WIFE DON'T
EVEN LIVE TOGETHER. THAT ISN'T EVEN MATTTER. TODAY WAS
SUCH A PEACEFUL DAY. I GOT TO PLAY POOL, BEAT HIM A FEW
TIMES IN NINE BALL, AND IN GENERAL HAD A GREAT TIME. ABOUT
5 HOURS TOGETHER. AND WE CAN PAL AROUND, TEASE EACH OTHER,
AND IT'S IN NO WAY SEXUAL. YEAH, I CATCH HIM LOOKING AT MY
ASS, BUT EVERYONE DOES THAT, IT'S RATHER LARGE. LONG STORY
SHORT, I WAS SUBLIMELY HAPPY TODAY, BECAUSE I GOT ATTENTION
FROM A MALE, WITHOUT HAVING TO OFFER HIM SOMETHING, OR TAKE
HIM SOMEWHERE, AND THAT WAS A BIG STEP FOR ME. I AM
STARTING TO SPEAK MY MIND, AND ALSO TO LET THINGS GO. IM
GETTING BETTER ABOUT THE DRAMA, IM STARTING TO HAVE LESS
AND LESS OF IT. SO YEAH, LIFE IS GOING DECENT. NOWHERE
NEAR WELL, BUT HEY, BABY STEPS AS MY BROTHERE WOULD SAY

UNTIL THE NEXT TIME EVIL LURKS NEAR,

CRAZY IN BLUE AKA NO MORE DRAMA