well, all I can say is that I'm disappointed in myself. I
wanted to get this journal thing really going, but I've
missed a little too many rounds.
For the last few weeks, I've been on virtual overload, due
to the school work and my occasional bouts of depression.
In school, I just happen to be in all advance classes, not
a good thing when they all up and decide that this is the
time of year to start crunching. I've also got a zillion
afterschool activities, all are up and deciding they want
me to start carrying my weight around. I am desired by
everybody. Wanted and popular. Just not in the way I most
want to be. Being seen as "reliable" and "able" has its
drawbacks. I just wish I was actually able to come to par
with what everyone expects me to do.
Someday, it will all be worth it. At least I hope.......