Danielle

Dear Nobody
2002-04-05 09:15:51 (UTC)

Dear Lover

Dear Robert,

This is probably not the best way to end a relationship but
I feel i have little choice but before you screw this
letter up and throw it away read it and I will explain
everything so hopefully you will understand my position.

We met at College and from day one you were my friend and I
enjoyed your company, then when you made the first move
and I agreed to go out with you I was a little wary that
this could end our friendship but I sincerly hope it won't
because I do like having you as my friend.

We have been going out for about a week now and you asked
me to have sex with you on the second date and obviously I
agreed but there was something I didn't tell you at the
time - I was scared. Not of you specifically but about
losing my virgiity to a guy I didn't love didn't fancy.
That scared me because i wanted the 1st time to be
perfect. When we couldn't work it out I was relieved, I
had been given a second chance to lose my virginity and I
could tell you I wasn't as ready as I had made out I was.
Oh I was ready for sex I have been for a while now but I
just wanted everything to be perfect and to be honest it
wasn't what I had invisaged.

I told you all of this last night and you seemed OK with it
all and I was so happy to be the girlfriend of a guy who
was up for anything but understanding enough to wait for
me. But then things started going wrong. You told me you
loved me. After just a few hours of us being officially
together you said that line and I thought it was just a
line to get me to sleep with you again. But the thing is
Robert I wasn't ready to hear it and you certainly weren't
ready to say it with the full meaning and emotion that
should come along with those three words. I told you all
this and you got angry with me. I didn't mean to make you
angry.

When you started talking about me being your other half and
not asking that question I was really scared. You
obviously wanted someting from me I couldn't give. I don't
know whether it was just sex or something much deeper but I
didn't and still don't know what it is you need from me but
I know I am not in a position to give it to you.

So I guess this is it. I don't want to say goodbye but I
guess again I have no choice.

Good bye Robert - I hope some girl and give you what you
need

Danielle




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