El Satanica kittyn poo

ima LoserBaby so Why..
2002-04-04 18:12:47 (UTC)

i dont think anyone reads this

Im going to Dylin's tonight, i really like him..i hope i
dont screw things up. Im so worried about loseing him i
cant think of how to prevent that from happening. I want to
marrry the fucker some day and thats weird for me because
ive always been anti marriage and kids but i think id do
whatever it took to make him happy. I cant think of
anything to talk about, i just listen to him and like to
hear him talk. Im makeing a list in my head though so it
doesent seem like hes doing all the work.I try to talk more
but am always afraid ill sound dumb so i figure if i stay
quiet ill be better off...i dont want to be afraid of
sounding dumb if it risks losing him. We'll have fun
tonight i hope but there wont be any messing around...not
now. I want to make him feel like im very interested in
everything he likes, which i am i just dont say much like i
said before...i hope things go well and i really wish some
one would give me advise...an i explained to my friend
josh..being in a realationship to me is like being on crack
(because i never have) Its fun and exciting but im not used
ot it so i dont know how to handle myself or how to deal
with my surroundings.hmmmm quite the analogy..




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