freakgoddess

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2001-05-21 18:23:39 (UTC)

i can't

My friends tell me i'm a bitch. I probably am. I show no
affection or emotion towards the people i care about, and
snap at every comment they make. I seem to be physically
unable to say nice things, and even if i agree with
someone, i put them down harshly and bitterly.

My friends also tell me i'm insensitive, cold-hearted. The
only feeling i express is anger, so how could they know
otherwise? If i feel upset, i ignore it until i can release
the hurt with my razor in the safety of my own room. If i'm
moved, i retreat into myself, thinking one thing while
letting my acid tongue deal with other's comments.

Finally my friends say that i should open up, because they
love me and want to help. I can't.


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