VintageBlue

The Life of Me
2002-04-04 03:07:11 (UTC)

The more you question the less I eat

I guess theyre trying to help or something but all the
sudden my friends just attacked me about not eating enough.
Bite me guys. I'll eat however much I want when I want.
The more they question it the less Im going to eat and then
theyre gonna feel justified in the end I guess....I might
as well make them feel like Im a lost cause.
I effin eat and they know it. They see me eat every fucking
day. Goddamnit that pisses me off. I say one fucking thing
in my other diary about not eating and they all freak out.
I understand theyre concerned or something but its not like
im drastically skinny....I weigh 148 fucking pounds ok?
Your all tiny and pretty and Im not...let me lose a few
pounds ok? It shouldnt be a big fucking deal I dont think.
Ok so maybe I dont eat quite as much as I mgiht should
lately but I mean cut me some effin slack here. Im doin my
best. Im pissed off now. Ashley




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