dreamer

my wonderland
2002-04-03 21:20:23 (UTC)

spring depression

I wish my friends were happy. It seems like everyones world
is just crashing down on them lately. I really can't
complain about my life at the moment, it's actually going
pretty well. I just wish my friends' lives were going as
well as mine, when I'm not extremely worried about them
that is. Everyone seems to be so depressed. This is spring!
It's supposed to be a happy season!... I worry about some
people so much though... About 5 people to be exact. I
almost wish I could take on all their depression and pain
so that they could be happy, and I could be the depressed
one. It seems like that would be a lot easier on everyone
than this is. Then their lives would be great, and I
wouldn't always be so upset and worried. But I guess that
can't happen... so we're going to have to find another way
to figure all this out. I wish they all knew how much I
love them, and how much I want them to be happy. If any of
them are reading this, and know who they are, I want them
to know that if there's anything I can do to help them,
anything at all... I will find a way to do it. I don't like
to see my friends sick, or in pain, or upset about someone,
or upset about something, or not eating... I can't handle
it.




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