Chris
F**KED up life
fucking poeple these days
i just realized that some people dont know how much they
can fuck up a person just by joking around. even if they
are you friends. when some one is in a bad mood, and some
one says the right thing they can compelty fuck up there
day, week, or could even fuck up how the think, act, and
socialize for the rest of there lives. and some one just
fucked up my night. its was just a harmless conversation.
but im just not in the mood to put up with peoples shit.
and if it was last night i would of fucking blown up on
that person and prolly would of went out to that feild and
killed my self. just from what some one said by joking
around. you never know how some one is going to take somet
hing, you never know what they have been though and what
they might do. you cant know . and poeple think that the
kids that shoot up all the school are mentally retarded or
soemthing. but they dont understand taht the words that
come ffrom our peers. i do it every day. and i now know
that i shouldnt. because the person on the recivin end
might not be able to put up with it one day and could shoot
me. and i know who they feel. i have been spit on the
entire way home by my own so called friends. two of them
just for the hell of it. for all they know i could of had a
gun and i would of more then likely shot them if i did have
a gun. there was nothing i could do. there was two of them.
and there was this girl there, and she didnt do anything
about it. i went home. and the next day the called me and
where acting as if nothing happend. but thats what you have
to do to be popular i guess. people..wait, kids treat kids
like shit. as if there really where shit. and they all
wonder why there is school shootings. i know that is why.
the words of kids hurt. and leave people scared for life.
so becareful when talking to some one. or makin fun of
them. cause one day they could bring a fun to school and
take you out. i know i have been very tempted to. and sat
in bed thinking about acctually doing it. and i know there
is prolly alot of kids out there thinking about it every
night. every day.
wow. im supprise all that came out a a 6 line converstation
wiht some one that called me a retard because my computer
kicked me off line. see what very little thing cant creat
in some ones head. and if you would of really pissed some
one off. they could be thinkging the same thing.
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