Tainted

Disillusioned
2002-04-03 10:07:54 (UTC)

strangers

ive been reading my other friends journals and ive realised
how much thought/feeling/passion/anger/happiness/hatred
they put into their diaries. they right down everything
that they think needs expressing and then justifie it.
reading over mine ive realised how teen-agerish mine is -
FOR FUCK SAKES- IM 18!!!!!
i dont know why i decided to right here- i think its so the
transition from school to university won't be so dramatic
if i can still read over what i did/felt/said/saw at
school. i like that idea that in the future i can read this
and recognise how scared iam. perhaps i will sympathise, or
laugh, or cry. i also dont want to forget anything bout my
school and my friends, without which i woouldnt be who i am
now. i hope i keep in contact with all- i know i will with
very few. thats weird. Ive got pissed with them, shared my
inner most secrets with them, cried with them, laughed with
them, joked with them, stayed at their house, slept in the
same bed with them...and next year they could very well be
strangers




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