GODDESS OF PUNK ROCK

The Noises Inside My Head
2002-04-03 05:20:00 (UTC)

I am so angry and pissed off..

I am so angry and pissed off right now...i'm only 14 and i
feel like im having a mid-life crisis or burned out or
sumthin. The stupid catholic schools didn't accept me cuz
im not a catholic (scew them), and i didn't get into the
public school that i wanted to go to because i dont live
in the right district, so now im lookin forward to a
furure as a dumb druggie with a mullet hair-do b/c
everybody who goes to Santa Clara High comes out as a bum,
and balh blah blah...my friend has this online b/f who she
is crazy about, and we just got into a big fight because
ever since she met him she's become annoying and self-
centered, and she doen's even understand why i'm mad at
her, and she doesn't care b/c this always happens and i
just end up forgiing her but not this time, and I JUST
WANT A FUCKING VACATION! I WISH I COULD JUST TAKE A BREAK
FROM LIFE FOR A WHILE. I'm tired of being perky and
preppy for the amusement of everyone else and it feels
like i'm the only one actually working at having a life,
everyone else is just following me around and laughing at
my stupid jokes and if i have just one off-day they think
i'm OMSing or having family problems and sometimes i wish
being a loner was ok b/c then i probably wouldn't hesitate
2 be one and lalala. ok im out...with this attitude i KNOW
im gonna be a druggie when i grow up.
peace




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