It's my world, I let you live in it
2002-04-03 04:50:38 (UTC)

A better day

Okay so today was a better day than yesterday....sort of. I
decided that the whole Jason thing is not an issue anymore
because I hate his guts. I want to throw up when I think of
kissing him again because now he is just a hideous
creature. I don't know why I feel this way but I think it
is for the better. I need someone that isn't going to talk
down to me or make me feel like things are always my fault.
Today I pretty much just sat on my butt and did nothing.
Tomorrow I have to go with Mom and Nana to the doctor and
shopping and all kinds of other FUN stuff. Then I have to
go to work. I am going to miss church again, but the people
there are getting on my nerves. I think I can grow closer
to God at my own house. They have all turned into snobs
there and don't talk to me anymore. They all hang out with
John, and since I don't talk to John anymore it's kinda
hard to get along with them. Oh well! I don't care anymore.
I wish I didn't have to go back to school after Spring
Break, but at least all the fun stuff is coming up. Even
the dreaded PROM, but I won't complain about that anymore!
I won't let myself. Okay I have to be up early in the
morning so this is it!