dreamer

my wonderland
2002-04-03 03:47:03 (UTC)

stupid decisions

...I really worry about you sometimes. Sure, you may have
been feeling sick... but that's no excuse to think you can
ever take as much medicine as you did. 4 of one pill is bad
enough... 14 of one pill is definitely much worse... 18 of
one pill could kill you... but taking that many of each
pill and mixing them together? That is absolutey deadly,
and completely and utterly stupid. I don't see how you're
alive, or even out of the hospital. Why would you do
something like that? Were you really trying to make
yourself better? Or were you trying to go the other way? I
wish I knew how your mind worked. You can't do things like
that anymore. You can't. I don't ever want anything to
happen to you... and doing things like that can pretty much
guarantee something will. I know you have more sense than
that, you're such a smart person... but sometimes you don't
think before you do something stupid.




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