BlueRiver

Got him a bad Easter present

I feel sort of bad this Easter. As does Joe. For Easter
ya know what he got? He found out that I had cheated on
him. That really has to suck. But I really love that
kid. And to prove to me how much he loves me and to prove
to me that he knows how much I love him, he said he would
forget about it.
Well, I saw him today, and we sort of got in a few little
fights about stuff. Nothing really big. But he got mad
when I wore his sweatshirt, even though he didn't need it
at the time anyway... and I don't know why, but it really
hurt. I think it's because when he said that I thought "If
I was ever cold or something, and I didn't have a
sweatshirt, he wouldn't even think about giving me his..
even if he wasn't cold. In a way I don't think that, but
in a way, I do.. and I don't know why.
AAH, I LOVE JOE SO MUCH! AND I'M SO AFRAID I'M GOING TO
LOSE HIM. I REALLY DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN.
I am never going to do anything stupid like that again, and
he knows that.