Me

Life of a 17 year old
2002-04-03 00:41:30 (UTC)

Why me?...

On saturday,3/30/2002, my boyfriend, well my ex-boyfriend
now, broke-up with me...I am still really depressed over
it!:(
He said "It isnt you, its me", like im going to believe
that. Anywhoo, he also said he was breaking up with me
because he doesnt let his emotions out, and then he just
snaps on people and he doesnt want to hurt me... I didnt
start crying until he was getting ready to leave. So he
pulled me close to him and tried to clam me down, it didnt
work very well.

I got really upset with him when we were going out because
he would always flirt with other girls right in front of my
face, like i was just his friend or something. I didnt
really say anything to him but a few things that i would
yell out when i walked away from him. He really didnt care
that i was upset. I miss him alot, i wonder if he misses
me... Prolly not, he doesnt care! I cant even think about
seeing someone else. All ill think about is him, and how we
used to talk and have fun together. I wish i could be with
him. I knew this was going to happen to me, why was i soo
surprised?!? I get way too attached to guys, way to fast
and easy. I wish I could just blow him off and not think
about him, but I love him...
He told me he loved me on the phone a couple nights before
he broke-up with me, and then Saturday night i asked him if
he meant it and he told me no... that made me wonder if our
whole relationship was just a lie, and big fat lie:(

Maybe well be friends, or maybe well just say hi or bye to
each other when were passing on the streets...who knows,I
wish i did though...Hopefully well be friends, too bad we
couldnt just he friends, and forget about everything, but i
doubt if i could do that, i would just have too many
memories, of us together, and that is all ill have now is
memories...some good and some bad...make them disappear,
please take them out of my head, let me forget about him
and everything we did together!

Love
Me




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