~*~*Nelly*~*~

What Nourishes, Also Destroys
2001-05-20 23:26:03 (UTC)

Empty......I feel nothing.

I dont know whats the matter with me. I feel like there is
nothing inside of me, that im hollow. I want to cry but
then I think of what I have to smile for, but I dont feel
it, I think it. Im empty, I am what people make me, if
people tell me im cute then thats how I feel, if im told im
funny thats how I feel, I am a freakin' robot. Why cant I
have my own feelings?