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2002-04-02 14:22:42 (UTC)

TOD entry from 12/8/01

dear boy 12/8/2001
Dear Boy,

I do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet,
but I do hope it is soon.

I pray that when we meet and fall in love, you will love
me, for me, and not hope for someone who is thinner or
prettier. I hope you won't compare me to girls who may have
brighter smiles. I hope that you will make me laugh, take
care of me if I get sick and be trustworthy.

I hope you will remember that I prefer daisies to roses,
and that my favorite color changes with my mood. Please
know that my eyes aren't blue, they're gray, with flecks of
navy.

Please know that I might be too shy to kiss you first, but
please don't be afraid to kiss me. I won't slap you or push
you away. I'm sure your kisses will be perfect. When we go
on a date, please don't stress about where to take me;
what's important is that I'll be with you.

If I cry, please know it isn't because of you, just hold me
close and IT will heal quickly. and if it is because of
you, It will heal just the same.

And if we decide to break up, please understand that I may
be bitter, but Id like to be your friend if you'll let me.
I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even
though you'll never admit it, and when you are ready well
have a friendship.

Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if
something just doesn't sit right. I would like you to
always be honest with me. If I have a bad day, I hope you
will shower me with confidence and smiles.

I hope you don't think that I'm asking too much of you. I
hope you understand that I'm a little bit nervous and very
scared I wish I could tell you how or when we will meet,
and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a
new game of cards, and ... (sigh) ... I've never been good
at cards. But I will try my best to be kind and love you
dearly for all that you are, without expecting too much
from you. Thank you for listening; this is all that I ask.

Yours always,


Helen xx

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I thought this was sweet, so i had 2 add it 2 my diary.


Luv *n* hugz,

Fizzi xx




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