Sleeping with the lights on
2002-04-01 17:26:14 (UTC)

I don't know what the topic is..*blah*

HEy I guess Anna and I are like okay, because I talked to
her and she was I dunno..maybe just bitching because she
was on her period or something. lol. I have realized that
my least favorite thing to do everyday is to wake up. It's
sooo hard. I just never want to do it. I drank some coffee
and I am doing a little bit better now but meh..waking up
is hard to do. Today is the last day of my spring break and
I didn't even party. Ah, I hate to be so negative all the
time but there is really nothing to be positive about. My
honna got busted by his mom yesterday and that fucking
sucks. He's been really upset and I can understand that
because I went through pretty much the same thing with that
whole raving shit. I don't know, but I really just want him
to be happy. He is like one of the only people I can stand
for them to tell me their problems. I have really realized
that everyone and their brother talks to me about their
problems like I give a fuck, lol..or like I know how to
solve them! I don't really care, but when I don't have
anything to say to them they have just waisted their
breathe. *meh* I don't know. lol..I have so many things
going through my head right now, and it's crazy. lol. I
don't know, my mom told me that I had to get a job this
summer and I don't know..I guess that's cool but not
really. I mean, I won't mind the money or maybe even the
opportunity to drive but I don't know, this summer seems
like it's going to be a lot of fun..but not as much fun as
last summer. If Anna goes to Philly then that is really
going to suck because she is like the only chick that I can
stand to hang out with. Her and Amy, because Amy is just
great but she doesn't think she is going to live much
longer...and that's something I don't really need to go
into as well. lol. I don't know. I think pretty much in the
future all I have to look forward to is being bored,
stoned, and working. Plus The Ezekial is putting out a
CD!!!!! But I don't even know if I am going to be able to
go to that but I best..because I love them..I don't know
I'm gonna go.