girl.interupted

.life.interupted.
2002-03-31 23:24:30 (UTC)

life sux

ok- so im really not into writing journals but i figred
maybe this will work when nothing else has. My life is so
screwed up, nobody understands wut the hell im going threw.
My name is Winter, im ur everyday cheerleader, im cute, im
peppy and i carry daddy's credit card. Im 16 and i drive a
mustang. I am wut every little girl wants to be. Yeah.
Don't u want to live my perfect life? So wut if daddy raped
me.... so wut if my mom keeps me on a strict diet cuz we
wouldnt want to ruin that modeling carrer. It doesnt matter
cuz ive got money- so im obviosly blessed. I just walked in
from the barn, i was riding in the indoor arena we just
built- going over the new jump course. There was a party
2night but im not allowed to go cuz if my agent ever found
out i was at a party hed drop me. The perfect angel cant
have fun. I love riding, dont get me wrong, i love me
horses, i love showing but i hate the god damn pressure. No
one noes abnout any of this... i couldnt ruin that picture
they have of me, i have to be like they want to see me, if
im not... im nothing.
My voice instructer is here,
Winter




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