Jencaero

Happy Noodle Boy Rox!
2002-03-31 03:14:35 (UTC)

jaja

iluvkillingtrees (8:52:38 PM): all forms of touching have a grove...
and for me when it's out of synch with me then it's uncomfortable...
iluvkillingtrees (8:52:57 PM): other times I'm ok with it... stupid
shit...
Afipunkgodess (8:53:34 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (8:53:47 PM): did your parents hug you a lot when you
were a kid?
iluvkillingtrees (8:53:56 PM): that proximity, I think some people
inadvertenly seperate themselves from others... throw up false walls
of securitys, to create security...
iluvkillingtrees (8:54:12 PM): ye
iluvkillingtrees (8:54:15 PM): still do
iluvkillingtrees (8:54:19 PM): loliluvkillingtrees (9:00:20 PM):
sure you do...
iluvkillingtrees (9:00:37 PM): brainwashing,
conditioning... those are lies...
Afipunkgodess (9:00:39 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:00:44 PM): how do i pick them out
Afipunkgodess (9:00:47 PM): when theyre already there
Afipunkgodess (9:00:49 PM): 2nd nature
Afipunkgodess (9:00:50 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (9:01:13 PM): like an advertisement...
iluvkillingtrees (9:01:17 PM): ?
iluvkillingtrees (9:01:35 PM): surely you know what is
natural and unatural
iluvkillingtrees (9:02:04 PM): I bullshit detector that
tells me if something is wrong...
iluvkillingtrees (9:02:11 PM): have a bullshit detector...
iluvkillingtrees (9:02:14 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:02:22 PM): LOL
Afipunkgodess (9:02:24 PM): *lol
Afipunkgodess (9:02:25 PM): WELL
Afipunkgodess (9:02:26 PM): *well
Afipunkgodess (9:02:32 PM): ive been taught things since i
was a kid
Afipunkgodess (9:02:35 PM): and when i was a kid
iluvkillingtrees (9:02:37 PM): I'm so bad sometimes with
leaving out important words...
Afipunkgodess (9:02:38 PM): i just went along
Afipunkgodess (9:02:51 PM): after all, parents know
everything right?
Afipunkgodess (9:02:52 PM): wrong
Afipunkgodess (9:02:59 PM): lol when?
iluvkillingtrees (9:12:48 PM): you realize that you can't
force yourself to fit in the mold cast by others so you
set out to change aspects of the world and your life to
suit your happiness...
iluvkillingtrees (9:03:13 PM): at your age it might be
harder.... your age is a difficult time period...
iluvkillingtrees (9:03:46 PM): I discovered at your age
that I had been lied to about a lot of shit...
Afipunkgodess (9:03:51 PM): yeah but
Afipunkgodess (9:03:55 PM): what if you still want to
believe it
Afipunkgodess (9:03:55 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (9:04:06 PM): like most teens... have
alot of angst
Afipunkgodess (9:04:18 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:04:22 PM): what exactly is angst?
iluvkillingtrees (9:04:49 PM): for a good reason...
they've been lied to all there lives... up to a certain
point you wake up sort of like the matrix and realize the
world for what is and it can be kind of depressing....
iluvkillingtrees (9:04:59 PM): anger against
iluvkillingtrees (9:05:19 PM): it's a combination of those
two words
Afipunkgodess (9:05:23 PM): everything can be kind of
depression
Afipunkgodess (9:05:24 PM): cool
Afipunkgodess (9:05:31 PM): yeah i knew it was something
like that
Afipunkgodess (9:05:32 PM): lo
Afipunkgodess (9:05:33 PM): l
iluvkillingtrees (9:06:16 PM): that's why some kids fuck
up and commit suicide and kill people and shit... there
angry and don't know what to do with it...
Afipunkgodess (9:06:48 PM): mhmm
Afipunkgodess (9:06:51 PM): makes sense
Afipunkgodess (9:06:55 PM): but it doesnt hit me yet
iluvkillingtrees (9:07:03 PM): but take it out against
others... if you chanel your anger you can become a
powerful jedi....
Afipunkgodess (9:07:10 PM): ill probably hear that again
some other day and itll hit me and ill think about if
forever
Afipunkgodess (9:07:11 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:07:13 PM): like you?
iluvkillingtrees (9:07:33 PM): yes... there is much
strength in anger
iluvkillingtrees (9:07:55 PM): and once you are strong you
are powerful
iluvkillingtrees (9:08:03 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:08:27 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:08:36 PM): ahhhh power
Afipunkgodess (9:08:48 PM): *eyes glow*
iluvkillingtrees (9:09:49 PM): and After the all the
pholosphising you'll realize nothing has changed and
you'll go through this period of acceptance where you
think you should fit in as best as possible in the world
by following other peoples examples...
iluvkillingtrees (9:10:34 PM): and just be sad realizing
the world and your life however small it is as valuable as
it is....
iluvkillingtrees (9:10:51 PM): some people stay in this
state for the rest of there lives untill they die...
Afipunkgodess (9:11:00 PM): uh oh
Afipunkgodess (9:11:02 PM): i hope not
iluvkillingtrees (9:11:04 PM): others evolve a third time
though....
Afipunkgodess (9:11:23 PM): hmmm into what
iluvkillingtrees (9:11:27 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (9:11:58 PM): the third evolution the
super being state... where you develope super powers...
Afipunkgodess (9:12:10 PM): ohhh
Afipunkgodess (9:12:15 PM): how far away am i from that?
Afipunkgodess (9:12:16 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:12:19 PM): lightyears
Afipunkgodess (9:12:22 PM): lightmilleniums
iluvkillingtrees (9:12:48 PM): you realize that you can't
force yourself to fit in the mold cast by others so you
set out to change aspects of the world and your life to
suit your happiness...
iluvkillingtrees (9:13:18 PM): this is when you are most
powerfull...
iluvkillingtrees (9:13:36 PM): super jedis in this state
acomplish great things...
Afipunkgodess (9:13:40 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:13:45 PM): thanks for writing that all
Afipunkgodess (9:13:47 PM): its awesome
iluvkillingtrees (9:14:32 PM): they sacrifice their time helping
others and trying to make the world a better place... leaving their
mark for all future super jedi's to follow...
Afipunkgodess (9:14:49 PM): ah and that, is the true
forceiluvkillingtrees (9:16:04 PM): influence by example not words,
actions speak louder and are more powerfull then musical expression
of the vocal cords....
Afipunkgodess (9:16:41 PM): i am getting much out of this
Afipunkgodess (9:16:58 PM): i can see your lightsaber of wisdom
shining through the evil
iluvkillingtrees (9:17:43 PM): there might even be fourth evolution,
but I haven't encountered it yet... I'd like to believe I have found
myself in the third....
Afipunkgodess (9:17:55 PM): that would be nice
Afipunkgodess (9:18:09 PM): when you approach the fourth evolution,
and are into it, oh great one, do tell all
iluvkillingtrees (9:18:15 PM): ye... it's measured by
accomplishment....
iluvkillingtrees (9:19:25 PM): I hate to mention good because evil
is the true power... you see the more evil I am the more I'm
actually good...
iluvkillingtrees (9:19:28 PM): confusing hugh?Afipunkgodess (9:19:51
PM): extrenely
Afipunkgodess (9:19:55 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:20:07 PM): but the better you are the more the
force is with you
iluvkillingtrees (9:20:12 PM): helping others is the start of
evolution 3, volunteer work for things you believe in...
Afipunkgodess (9:20:14 PM): in an evil sort of way, naturally
iluvkillingtrees (9:20:34 PM): or just helping the helpless around
you....
iluvkillingtrees (9:20:56 PM): this is why it is the super uber
being state of the jedi....iluvkillingtrees (9:23:01 PM): having
recrafted the world to fit your likeing, since it's flawed nature
finds it so difficult to inspire self refinement... into something
better on its own... you must modify it in small increments....

iluvkillingtrees (9:24:00 PM): to make a long story short the total
brakedown and reassembly of the world into a better place....
iluvkillingtrees (9:24:06 PM): lolluvkillingtrees (9:25:32 PM): ye i
barely understand this but I do know evil makes me stronger... and
the stronger I am the more good I can do...iluvkillingtrees it's
hard to explain...
iluvkillingtrees (9:25:50 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:26:26 PM): lol ah but the psychic ablilties of the
evil one and his general are present
Afipunkgodess (9:26:34 PM): and the general thinks she might have
some idea
Afipunkgodess (9:26:46 PM): of what the evil one
meansluvkillingtrees (9:27:24 PM): well that's good, I have
obviously made a wise decision and employed the right
general....iluvkillingtrees (9:27:34 PM): lol

Afipunkgodess (9:27:44 PM): ah yes
Afipunkgodess (9:28:06 PM): and i have obviously made a wise
decision in listening to you and ummm choosing to be employed over
deathluvkillingtrees (9:28:44 PM): I'm so happy to have made that
complicated decision so easy on you....
iluvkillingtrees (9:28:51 PM): lol

euphoritics
Girlgenius257 (9:19:10 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (9:19:13 PM): the euphoritics
Afipunkgodess (9:19:18 PM): if i have a band thats what id call it
Afipunkgodess (9:19:18 PM): l
Afipunkgodess (9:19:18 PM): ol
Girlgenius257 (9:19:23 PM): LOL
Girlgenius257 (9:19:26 PM): 8-)

lol and too evil
Afipunkgodess (10:16:58 PM): evil people never fail... evilnessi s
the path to success
iluvkillingtrees (10:17:01 PM): yes
iluvkillingtrees (10:18:43 PM): I am this Evil = 6.66e 33 to the
10'th power
Afipunkgodess (10:18:54 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:18:56 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:19:00 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:19:13 PM): ah yes
iluvkillingtrees (10:19:14 PM): I just did the math
Afipunkgodess (10:19:18 PM): im sure you did
Afipunkgodess (10:19:37 PM): much too complicated for people in less
advanced stages of evil, for example, myself
iluvkillingtrees (10:19:38 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:19:57 PM): oh no... just open your calculator
on the PC then...
Afipunkgodess (10:20:05 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:20:13 PM): enter 1 and as many zeroes as it
will allow you....
iluvkillingtrees (10:20:46 PM): then multiply this figure by the
supreme number of 666
Afipunkgodess (10:20:54 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:21:14 PM): this will show you that I\"m
6.66e 33
Evil
Afipunkgodess (10:21:21 PM): lolol
Afipunkgodess (10:21:24 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:21:34 PM): dude thats awesomely hilarious
iluvkillingtrees (10:22:14 PM): but I'm beyond simple evil that is
computationaly rational... so I'am to the tenth power....
Afipunkgodess (10:22:25 PM): LOL
Afipunkgodess (10:22:30 PM): ah, the 10th power
iluvkillingtrees (10:22:37 PM): yes
iluvkillingtrees (10:22:51 PM): tell that to your math teacher...
Afipunkgodess (10:22:53 PM): the degree of amazing evilness status
Afipunkgodess (10:22:54 PM): oh i will
Afipunkgodess (10:22:59 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:23:14 PM): that you learned the figure and
mathematic equation for supreme evil
Afipunkgodess (10:23:23 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:23:24 PM): wahahahahahahha
Afipunkgodess (10:23:31 PM): *eyes widen in fear*
Afipunkgodess (10:23:47 PM): *cowers in a corner*
iluvkillingtrees (10:23:48 PM): lol

iluvkillingtrees (10:23:48 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:24:13 PM): it's ok... you are my general, I
will not hurt you
iluvkillingtrees (10:24:20 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:24:57 PM): lol that what all evil masterminded
people to the tenth power say
Afipunkgodess (10:25:08 PM): how do i know the supreme evilness is
not lying?
iluvkillingtrees (10:26:02 PM): oh... general... if you don't
believe me I will have to kill you...
iluvkillingtrees (10:26:07 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:27:48 PM): awe man... is a ILM picture...
(George Lucass)
Afipunkgodess (10:27:56 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (10:28:00 PM): no cant say i have
iluvkillingtrees (10:28:00 PM): got to rent that
Afipunkgodess (10:28:03 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (10:28:19 PM): have you seen the Living sea,
Memento or Ghost world yet?


iluvkillingtrees (5:08:15 PM): at what time?
iluvkillingtrees (5:08:26 PM): awe dude tennis is so
cool...
Afipunkgodess (5:08:27 PM): 1/2 an hr
Afipunkgodess (5:08:28 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:08:31 PM): its so stressful
iluvkillingtrees (5:09:20 PM): dude I have this huge
fantasy of Anna Kournikova... that girl is such a babe...

Afipunkgodess (5:09:37 PM): LOL
Afipunkgodess (5:09:38 PM): hehehehe
iluvkillingtrees (5:09:41 PM): but I'm not a commie
lover...
Afipunkgodess (5:09:46 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:10:02 PM): ye I know what your
thinking... like me and every guy...
iluvkillingtrees (5:10:18 PM): she was in FHM a while back
iluvkillingtrees (5:10:33 PM): if you ever want to know
how guys really think, pick up an issue of FHM
Afipunkgodess (5:10:42 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:11:30 PM): dude I talk to you so much
on AIM it's crazy...
iluvkillingtrees (5:11:41 PM): I swear...
Afipunkgodess (5:11:48 PM): lol what do you mean
iluvkillingtrees (5:12:18 PM): I do... every time I get on
AIM it's like your one of the people I'm talking to
iluvkillingtrees (5:12:28 PM): it's crazy
Afipunkgodess (5:12:57 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:13:01 PM): okay
iluvkillingtrees (5:13:04 PM): hey you want to be my
internet girlfriend?
iluvkillingtrees (5:13:11 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:13:11 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:13:25 PM): what should i say?
iluvkillingtrees (5:13:36 PM): I'll send you internet
roses and halmark emails
iluvkillingtrees (5:13:45 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:14:18 PM): hahaha
Afipunkgodess (5:14:51 PM): sure why not
iluvkillingtrees (5:15:02 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:15:02 PM): cool
Afipunkgodess (5:15:28 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:15:33 PM): we can have a plutonic
internet relationship
Afipunkgodess (5:15:39 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:15:54 PM): awesome... your my first
internet girlfriend
Afipunkgodess (5:16:03 PM): and youre my first internet
guyfriend
Afipunkgodess (5:16:04 PM): lol
iluvkillingtrees (5:16:16 PM): I feel like I'm moving up
in the world now...
iluvkillingtrees (5:16:37 PM): hey but off the net...
your're still free to see other people... just so we're
clear on this
iluvkillingtrees (5:16:47 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:16:50 PM): lol very
iluvkillingtrees (5:16:58 PM): hahah
Afipunkgodess (5:17:08 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:18:18 PM): ah, so whatre you listening to
now?
iluvkillingtrees (5:18:29 PM): awe still DMX
Afipunkgodess (5:18:37 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:19:18 PM): awe lots of guys in my class
used to listen to that...
Afipunkgodess (5:19:27 PM): do you know where country day
is?
iluvkillingtrees (5:19:52 PM): oh man... ye my mom tried
to get a teaching job there a while back...
Afipunkgodess (5:20:12 PM): she's a teacher?
iluvkillingtrees (5:20:57 PM):
http://www.grainofsand.com/photos_bw/508-two-roses-
horizontal.jpg
iluvkillingtrees (5:21:11 PM): these express my undying
love for you...
iluvkillingtrees (5:21:13 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (5:21:20 PM): lol hahaha
iluvkillingtrees (5:21:28 PM): ye... she teaches first
grade
Afipunkgodess (5:21:40 PM): oh cool... does she like it?
Afipunkgodess (5:21:42 PM): thx
iluvkillingtrees (5:21:42 PM): Country Day pays really
good from what I remeber...
Afipunkgodess (5:14:18 PM): hahaha