mental illness, yes it is real..

I LOVE YOU LISA.....

Lisa, I have no idea at the moment how to make you happy. I
am doing mmy best to provide for you and all of our
children, yours and mine.
Yet nothing I do at moment is any good. I wanted to get you
nice things for Easter, I deposited my entire check of
$332.74 into our account, but we, as always are still
broke. I want so much to make you happy, I am trying my
best but still it isnt enough.... Please let me know what I
have to do in order to make you happy. Yes I guess I am
just a stupid blonde, because I have no idea how to make
you smile anymore. I knoow you dont like me working these
hours, but at moment I don't have any choice. My dear Lisa,
if I could possibly stay at home with you every night, I
would gladly do it at the drop of a hat.
Please believe me that I love you .....
You mean the world to me my dear, and I will always be here
for you .