Mykel

o.o
2002-03-30 21:06:13 (UTC)

nearing the end??

I don't really know what is going on with the boyfriend.
Things have gotten kind of wierd and I'm not totally sure
if they actually ARE wierd or if i'm just seeing them as
wierd cuz of what happened to me in my last "relationship"
(it was so bad that the word relationship gets put in
quotations)... so i dunno. it sure seems to me like he's
not particularly interested in talking to me lately, which
could be just cuz we see each other quite a bit normally
and maybe he just needs some space or something. But, i
don't know. It's a lot like what happened last time, where
he just sorta pulled away from me and acted wierd at
times... cuz on Thursday we went out and everything was
great and he seemed to want to be with me and all that...
and Monday was good too, but Tuesday and Wednesday he
didn't want to talk to me at all so I figured he was gonna
break up with me.. then Thursday was good and so I was like
OK... i guess i was wrong.. .and then yesterday again
things were kind of wierd cuz we were out with all his
friends so he didn't talk to me too much plus his psycho ex
girlfriend was there making a nuisance of herself (crazy
bitch!) and now today on the phone he didn't seem like he
wanted to talk to me at ALL and i was supposed to go pick
him up and then he called and asked if i could wait till
four cuz he had some stuff to do, but just cuz of the way
he's been acting lately I'm sorta inclined to think he's
lying to me for some reason.. I think it's like my last
relationship all over again except this time he's not still
in love with his ex - girlfriend so i don't have that to
blame... he's just getting to know me better and liking me
less and less I guess.
I don't know, i could be wrong but my gut insticts were
right last time. I hate boys they're so fucking stupid. I
dont know why i do this over and over again. I was just
fine when I was single and didn't have to deal with this bs
from people.
I could be wrong, maybe something else is up. But i'll talk
to him today (if i DO end up picking him up later on) ... i
might not have a boyfriend for much longer -- or i could be
totally wrong here.




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