down in my eyes
Ad 2:
2002-03-30 09:56:49 (UTC)

Get gone. Be away.

I'm updating now, while i'm not TOO pissed. I caan't
update when I am, 'cos i can never think straite.
I can't. But i'm calm enuff, rite now.

You don't have to talk to me, you know. I don't even
want to think about you. Don't you know what you're
doing to me? Why do you do what you do? You're only
halfway decent, when she's here. Even then, you're
neever true. Please just stop coming. Just stay out.
You're not needed. You're not wanted here.
Don't say anything. Don't look at me, even. You're
only making me cry harder. Please go away. Get away.
Be gone.

Oh, but I AM who will be gone,... soon.

But, i'm calm now.

"Show me what its for. Help me understand it.
Is there something more? Than i've been handed?
I've been craawling in the dark."