scarrin

the rollercoaster costs 5 dollars.
2002-03-30 01:34:56 (UTC)

Take Time With A Wounded Hand..

I feel like ass today....

I was supposed to get my doctor results from my throat
today, and they still haven't come. That kinda upsets me.
I was really looking forward to knowing what the hell was
going on with me lately. I've been sick pretty much this
whole fucking year.

A lot of people are all popping back into my life, and I
don't get it. How come people don't give a shit about you
most of the time, but then after you finally give up on
them they totally come back and wanna talk? And I'm not
talking girlfriends or anything..but just EVERYONE in
general...it's weird...for instance...Michelle called me
last night out of the blue. Michelle pretty much ALWAYS
calls me when Heather is treating her bad and cheating on
her. It's just fucked up. I haven't talked to her for like
7 months, and she called me once last night and three
times today. We used to be the best of friends. I just
don't see how people totally piss away their friends in
relationships. I know it's easy to do, but I've learned
that friends mean more than anything in the entire world.
Hell it's hard to even get a first date with anyone
anymore, so anyone you can keep as a friend is totally
worth it. At least then you'll have stuff to do on friday
nights rather than sitting at home bitching on a journal :)

This weekend should be so-so. I'm going to call Brandi on
Sunday night, which I'm actually really excited about.
Other than that though...ugh...I don't believe at all in
Easter...I'm not even religious....so this is pretty much
a waste.

I really need to find a second job. If anyone reads this
and lives in Colorado...if you know of any part time jobs
that are cool and close to downtown let me know.





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