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Shanna's Space
2002-03-29 14:30:08 (UTC)

Ocean City and everywhere else

I still want to go to Ocean City with you. I want to have
fun with you. I want to be a part of your life still. You
broke up with me and now you cut out all my fun too. Did
you think of any of that? You forced me to drop all my
plans. You get to keep on having yuor fun without me, but
I don't. Now instead of hanging out with people you claim
are my friends too, I have to stay here. So you are taking
my friends away from me. Jess keeps saying she won't chose
between us, but you're making her. You get to do
everything you had planned, but I don't. You get to go on
with your life like nothing happened, but I don't. You're
going to go to OC, oggle at the all the girls, and I'm left
here sitting in front of a fucking TV because i have
nothing better to do. You're just going to forget about
me, I know you will. I never meant anything to you. I keep
reading your emails about how this hurts you, blah blah
blah...what fuckign bullshit that all is. If it hurt you,
you wouldn't have fucking done it. I was so hopeful last
night, and I woke up this morning with the realization that
even though our talk last night was great, you still don't
want me anymore. No matter what I do, I can't change what
I did. End of story. Now fucking get over it. I want to
take you back(if you actually mean what you've been
saying), but there's that part of me that wants to turn you
away and make you beg and plead for me. But you won't.
You give up on everything when it gets too hard. me
included. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK MY
HEART!!!!!!!




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