jane_doe

nose dive

i don't know what my problem is. i was doing just fine
until a few minutes ago. i started talking to brett, and
he wasn't answering me. so, i told him bye. then he says
he was joking and called me a fuck. whatever that means.
i really don't know what's wrong with me. i'm going to end
up pissing him off again, which is not what i want. i
really need to learn to just keep my fucking mouth shut.
yeah, he knows just what to say to hurt me, too. ugh.

i know, i bitch too much. i'm just feeling overwhelmingly
sad right now. i don't know why. so sad it hurts. well,
i'm going to go. don't feel like writing anymore.

jane_doe