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MisterNiceGuy04 (9:19:22 PM): hello?
Afipunkgodess (9:19:25 PM): wow!
Afipunkgodess (9:19:32 PM): you again! im ecstatic!
Afipunkgodess (9:19:35 PM): lol what'sup?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:19:36 PM): ok
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:19:40 PM): not much
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:19:47 PM): i'm avoiding homework
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:19:57 PM): what was mayr's s/n?
Afipunkgodess (9:20:18 PM): lol ummm let me look
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:20:18 PM): *mary
Afipunkgodess (9:20:52 PM): girlgenius257
Afipunkgodess (9:20:59 PM): did you hear about punches?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:21:08 PM): yep
Afipunkgodess (9:21:45 PM): lol i think i should go beat
him up
Afipunkgodess (9:21:47 PM): j/k
Afipunkgodess (9:21:51 PM): violence isnt good
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:21:53 PM): that's what i said
Afipunkgodess (9:21:57 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:22:01 PM): why dont you beat him up?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:22:06 PM): umm....
Afipunkgodess (9:22:08 PM): haha
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:22:12 PM): ok
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:22:18 PM): have you met him?
Afipunkgodess (9:22:23 PM): yes
Afipunkgodess (9:22:30 PM): hes in my math and english
Afipunkgodess (9:22:51 PM): hes being a ummmm i cant find
an appropriate word to describe it
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:22:56 PM): what do other ppl htink of
him?
Afipunkgodess (9:22:58 PM): hes being extremely mean to
mary
Afipunkgodess (9:23:01 PM): im not sure
Afipunkgodess (9:23:07 PM): some may think hes funny
Afipunkgodess (9:23:13 PM): he acts like an idiot in
homeroom
Afipunkgodess (9:23:27 PM): and in his spanish class he
pretends he's gay
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:23:44 PM): ok
Afipunkgodess (9:23:55 PM): i dont know, im not one to
judge...
Afipunkgodess (9:24:04 PM): he does get on my nerves
though when he talks to mary
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:24:17 PM): and he does sound like an
ass...
Afipunkgodess (9:24:23 PM): ah thats what i was about to
say
Afipunkgodess (9:24:30 PM): but cussing doesnt go over
well with some people
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:24:43 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (9:25:19 PM): so when did you meet mary?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:25:35 PM): after the freshman retreat
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:25:46 PM): no, the day after that
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:25:53 PM): i think
Afipunkgodess (9:26:19 PM): cool
Afipunkgodess (9:26:23 PM): shes very sweet
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:26:31 PM): yeah
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:26:40 PM): some ppl are mean to her
though
Afipunkgodess (9:26:43 PM): i know
Afipunkgodess (9:26:45 PM): i dont like that
Afipunkgodess (9:26:53 PM): ppl are mean to everyone
though...
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:27:05 PM): oh well
Afipunkgodess (9:27:07 PM): are many people mean to you?
Afipunkgodess (9:27:15 PM): yeah oh well... but it does
strike a nerve at times
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:28:11 PM): hmm... lets see. mean to me
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:28:16 PM): loren roark
Afipunkgodess (9:28:42 PM): is loren a he?
Afipunkgodess (9:28:45 PM): how is he mean?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:29:00 PM): kyle b and amanda d used to
talk about me behind my back after loren decided she
didn't like me las year
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:29:05 PM): Jackie walker
Afipunkgodess (9:29:28 PM): the one with the short hair?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:30:06 PM): the really messed up hair
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:30:11 PM): sometimes spikey
Afipunkgodess (9:30:53 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (9:30:57 PM): i dont know her well
Afipunkgodess (9:31:02 PM): i dont know many people at
nolan...
Afipunkgodess (9:31:08 PM): im sorry theyre mean to you
though
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:31:13 PM): there are quite a few
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:31:17 PM): yeh
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:31:33 PM): oh well
Afipunkgodess (9:32:10 PM): but its great that youre more
of yourself
Afipunkgodess (9:32:23 PM): than so many other people i
know
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:32:33 PM): i'm more of myself?
Afipunkgodess (9:33:21 PM): yes
Afipunkgodess (9:33:24 PM): you seem to be you
Afipunkgodess (9:33:31 PM): not pretending to be something
that you may not be
Afipunkgodess (9:33:39 PM): not changing yourself to fit a
category
Afipunkgodess (9:33:40 PM): youre you
Afipunkgodess (9:33:44 PM): and thats awesome
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:34:48 PM): that's kinda funny. I've
been trying to act more myself lately. I felt that i was
acting in a way that wasn't me. I'd be acting differnetly
if you had talked to me a week ago.
Afipunkgodess (9:34:58 PM): acting like what?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:35:17 PM): i dunno
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:35:21 PM): not me
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:35:30 PM): um
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:35:54 PM): more chatty for one.
Afipunkgodess (9:36:20 PM): lol
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:36:27 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (9:36:28 PM): so you naturally dont talk
much?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:36:47 PM): yeah
Afipunkgodess (9:38:29 PM): hmmm
Afipunkgodess (9:38:34 PM): i talk
Afipunkgodess (9:38:40 PM): too much
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:38:45 PM): lol
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:38:50 PM): well, talking's good
Afipunkgodess (9:38:53 PM): (if you havent already noticed)
Afipunkgodess (9:38:59 PM): lol sometimes
Afipunkgodess (9:39:03 PM): but i talk when theres no need
to
Afipunkgodess (9:39:08 PM): i talk to hear my voice
Afipunkgodess (9:39:12 PM): and thats bad
Afipunkgodess (9:39:13 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:39:17 PM): i think too much too
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:39:23 PM): ah, but you have such a
melodious voice!
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:39:29 PM): think too much?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:39:44 PM): i supppose that is possible
Afipunkgodess (9:39:47 PM): lol i wish i did
Afipunkgodess (9:39:50 PM): yes
Afipunkgodess (9:40:02 PM): well i dont think too much but
i dwell too much on the wrong things
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:40:09 PM): oh
Afipunkgodess (9:40:14 PM): and i think until i depress
myself
Afipunkgodess (9:40:18 PM): which is too much
Afipunkgodess (9:40:21 PM): in a sense
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:40:46 PM): depression can be hard to
deal with
Afipunkgodess (9:41:03 PM): i do it to myself
Afipunkgodess (9:41:12 PM): i think and i think and i
think and i depress myself
Afipunkgodess (9:41:25 PM): im sure i could avoid it
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:41:35 PM): i see
Afipunkgodess (9:42:06 PM): im a bit strange...
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:42:26 PM): we all are
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:42:37 PM): i was depressed earlier this
year
Afipunkgodess (9:42:42 PM): really?
Afipunkgodess (9:42:43 PM): about what?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:43:47 PM): hard to explain. I didn't
know God existed and i wanted answers. And my mother
started to slip into her bad moods again
Afipunkgodess (9:44:13 PM): im sorry...
Afipunkgodess (9:44:19 PM): yes im still in the God phase
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:44:25 PM): it's ok
Afipunkgodess (9:44:26 PM): im sorry about your mother
Afipunkgodess (9:44:35 PM): i dwell on it
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:44:40 PM): don't be
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:44:58 PM): dwell on the God phase?
Afipunkgodess (9:45:07 PM): dwell on existance
Afipunkgodess (9:45:10 PM): of God
Afipunkgodess (9:45:11 PM): of anything
Afipunkgodess (9:45:13 PM): on purpose
Afipunkgodess (9:45:16 PM): on life
Afipunkgodess (9:45:21 PM): on why
Afipunkgodess (9:45:24 PM): why everything
Afipunkgodess (9:45:30 PM): for the past 2 years
Afipunkgodess (9:45:34 PM): i havent gotten out of it
Afipunkgodess (9:45:59 PM): constantly debating within my
mind about god...
Afipunkgodess (9:46:00 PM): about myself
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:46:03 PM): it'll probably take a lot
longer than 2 years
Afipunkgodess (9:46:18 PM): i know
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:46:36 PM): depressing thought
Afipunkgodess (9:46:38 PM): well since the concept of god
was presented to me i was tentative to ask questions
Afipunkgodess (9:46:48 PM): after all, parents know
everything dont they
Afipunkgodess (9:46:52 PM): false assumption though...
Afipunkgodess (9:47:19 PM): i ended up questioning but not
seriously until a little ago
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:47:26 PM): so did i
Afipunkgodess (9:47:29 PM): questioning things wasnt
permitted at my old school
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:47:32 PM): i asked a lot about religion
too
Afipunkgodess (9:47:34 PM): people think youre crazy
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:47:37 PM): really?
Afipunkgodess (9:47:38 PM): and bad
Afipunkgodess (9:47:39 PM): oh yes
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:47:40 PM): how so
Afipunkgodess (9:47:41 PM): oh yes
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:47:42 PM): tell me about it
Afipunkgodess (9:47:49 PM): i wont mention names
Afipunkgodess (9:47:53 PM): people think im a terrible
person
Afipunkgodess (9:47:58 PM): for questioning anything
Afipunkgodess (9:48:00 PM): and they say it
Afipunkgodess (9:48:04 PM): or else i see it in their eyes
Afipunkgodess (9:48:07 PM): when i ask them
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:48:07 PM): like some ppl think paul is
a bad person
Afipunkgodess (9:48:11 PM): they appear to be so holy
Afipunkgodess (9:48:18 PM): but when i ask questions they
condemn me
Afipunkgodess (9:48:18 PM): yes
Afipunkgodess (9:48:50 PM): last year i was kind of like
an exile at my old school
Afipunkgodess (9:48:51 PM): at times
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:48:57 PM): i'm really sorry
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:49:02 PM): i know how that can feel
Afipunkgodess (9:49:04 PM): i mean even when i had friends
i didnt quite belong
Afipunkgodess (9:49:08 PM): i know you do
Afipunkgodess (9:49:09 PM): dont be sorry
Afipunkgodess (9:49:16 PM): thats why i enjoy talking to
you
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:49:20 PM): thanks
Afipunkgodess (9:49:21 PM): because youre different
Afipunkgodess (9:49:24 PM): or seem different
Afipunkgodess (9:49:28 PM): i dont know how to explain it
Afipunkgodess (9:49:38 PM): but there arent many people
like you or paul that i know of
Afipunkgodess (9:49:42 PM): ...
Afipunkgodess (9:50:16 PM): but do you have many friends
at nolan?
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:50:25 PM): thanks. It means a lot to me
too, even though i don't really show it, to know you and
paul.
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:50:27 PM): enough
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:50:30 PM): not many
Afipunkgodess (9:50:33 PM): sometimes i feel terrible
Afipunkgodess (9:50:37 PM): for going along with people
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:50:46 PM): really?
Afipunkgodess (9:50:47 PM): and being their friend
Afipunkgodess (9:50:59 PM): but knowing that well never be
real friends
Afipunkgodess (9:51:02 PM): because they dont think about
things
Afipunkgodess (9:51:05 PM): i cant confide in them
Afipunkgodess (9:51:08 PM): they dont understand
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:51:28 PM): i don't know what to say
Afipunkgodess (9:51:37 PM): and i feel like a friggin
hypocrite for doing that...
Afipunkgodess (9:51:39 PM): and i am
Afipunkgodess (9:51:44 PM): i should shut up now
Afipunkgodess (9:51:47 PM): sorry
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:51:50 PM): lol
Afipunkgodess (9:52:02 PM): hehe
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:52:30 PM): that was really deep. I
enjoyed hearing that. thanks. I feel better about myself
as well. I really have to go now. sorry
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:52:40 PM): i can't put homework off
forever
Afipunkgodess (9:52:45 PM): nor can i
Afipunkgodess (9:52:48 PM): though i wish to
Afipunkgodess (9:52:50 PM): thanks for talking
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:52:55 PM): thank you too
Afipunkgodess (9:52:56 PM): i feel much better too
MisterNiceGuy04 (9:52:56 PM): bye
Afipunkgodess (9:52:57 PM): bye