angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-03-27 12:46:35 (UTC)

waste a day

i just spilled my heart out to k. i don't know why or how
it happened. i just know that i don't him about how bad i
had been feeling and how it all came about. and he
listened. i don't know... what he thinks. but i think he's
good for listening to my shit after all of the shit between
us. i just can't think of him as a monster anymore. i don't
guess i ever did, really. i just didn't want to let go of
him in "that way" ... of course... finally i did let
go. ... and i guess that's what it took... to finally be
able to have a friendship. and maybe that's not what this
is... maybe it's just conversation... but it feels good to
not hate him.

last night i talked to chip... he's a good person, ya know.
he always has a way of understanding... and man... did i
talk... i talked about the past... and when i was little
girl... and the past year... and all of itchy circumstances
that were nagging me. ... and we laughed about it. ... it
was a relief.

unfortunately.. i haven't talked to issac... i miss
it... .... i feel like another friend is gone... ...
because... he's never there. absence makes the heart grow
fonder... but what if that's all there ever is?

... i have to go dry my hair and find some clothes.

bye everyone.

neeley...

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