friday69

my thought's deep inside
2001-05-18 13:40:27 (UTC)

reality really sucks!

well thanx to who ever sent me that feed back! who was
that? well anyway i found out that Tarl my foster brother
is going to ask her out that fucking prick! well that
really fucking pisses me off. so anyway if she say's yes
well like i said i still will stand and let my thoughts be
heard! i still will ask her out fuck him or what do you
think i should do? like i said before it's better to have
loved and lost, than to not have loved at all! that
information really upset me i went into some sort of shock
that he could do that to me when he knew i liked her? i
know that there's more fish in the sea than what i cought!
so the saying go's. i mean i know it's not a bad thing to
find love but if you keep looking and disapoint myself
again and again it eats away your self comfidence. and all
i have been threw i couldn't put up with pain over and over
and over again a person just cant do it!it's hard on the
sole and heart. well this weekend i'm going to my dads and
help out around the house go outside and spend time with my
friends like meaghan, vanessa, rechal, nikki etc. so this
weekend will get alote of this shit off my mind which i
really need right now! so any way the person who left me
that feedback didn't leave there email and name! so anyway
thanx that helped me alote! well gotta go now buy
sincerely chris




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