Dazed Confused

The Confused Ramblings Of A Twisted Mind
2002-03-26 22:39:30 (UTC)

Huh.

God, I hate to admit but actually being off school for the
easter holidays has actually been getting me down. I've
been soooooooo bored, all I've done is surf the net and go
on sites that i'm bored of, waiting for friends to call and
say "Hey, do you wanna do something together?", but oh
no,no-one rung, everyone wants to leave poor old Zoe to
curl up and die in a corner, no-one gives a shit about me.
The weather has been kind of shit as well, but I suppose it
is in England, why the fuck can't I live somewhere nice
where there's always something to do and the weather's
fabulous, like, say, California?? I know why, because i'm
not that sort of lucky person, because my life is a big
fucking pile of shit.

Ellen just instant messaged me with the name " i got my 1st
kiss today" so i asked her what it was all about. Eww, I
don't even wanna say this. Well, "i'm not allowed to tell
anyone" but oh well, fuck it. Apparently her and Anna were
playin spin the bottle with none other than AKEEM AND
PHILLIE!!!!!! I was like, what the fuck were you doin with
them?? (SHE KNOWS I FUCKING HATE THEM AND THAT THEY ARE THE
BANE OF MY LIFE) and she said, "well we went to town with
them", which doesn't answer my question. And...eww...she
said she...eww...well if you have read "Knocked out by you
nunga-nungas-The diaries of Georgia Nicholson" you will
have heard of her scale of how far you go with a
lad...ELLEN GOT TO NUMBER 8 WITH AKEEM!!!!!!! I THOUGHT I
WAS GONNA THROW UP, I WAS LIKE, ELLEN, EWWWWWWWW!!! (BTW,
number 8 is above the waist touching and kissing IN bed).
Now Ellen keeps goin on about how fit he is and that she
loves him and i wanna slap her. God, she's really been
annoyin me lately, one day, she wants to kill herself and
the next she's on top of the world. Jesus, i'm rambling now.

Anyway, because i've been feeling like shit, i thought i'd
start a diary and clear my head. I have the most
uninteresting life ever, everyone's is more exciting than
mine.

Well thats all i have to say for now, so, ciao for now
(that sounds so pretentious, LOL)
Luv Zoz xXx




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