Ultima

Bless Me
2002-03-26 15:11:54 (UTC)

You walk by and I fall to pieces.......

Bless me,
I knew it. I knew it. I knew that it was going to
happen, it was as if I could smell it a mile away. Rick
called me last night and he asked me to go somewhere where
the noise level was lower. So I did. He tells me have you
noticed somthing different? Different diferrent in what
way?, I asked. Essentially he was breaking up with me. I
feel used. I have no strength what so ever. I knew I had
fucked up. But this time I fucked up good. What was I
thinking? Didn't I know? I should have known he was going
to be just like the others. So much for love.


........................Prayer..............................

Lord God send me no need of any man except for you.
Let no man ever hurt me again. Let me march simultainiusly
with the rythm of your heart. And let no man ever let me
think different of any man than what I am going to say
right now NO MAN IS WORTHY OF BEING LOVED BY ME!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amen.
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