Chibi Kiara
Inside my head
"Beating me down"
The song pretty much says it all. I got into a huge fist
fight with Denver. Damn asshole. I told him it was over for
good! So now I can be some one who would care for me better
then he ever had. But I let him live in the apment b/c I
know I would never be able to live there by my-self if it
wasn't for the him also being there. I just hope the one I
have had my eye on still "Likes" me.
On a better note! I finally got my cat and I named him
Buddy. I know it's sound's stuipd but he picked it out!
He's a cool cat! Sleeps to much and is damn picky about his
food considering he was a wild cat. As I sit here typing
this I just glade that the guy I like is online and I am
able to talk to him with out being rushed for time. Well I
am but it can wait all for him and all for love! I looked
up the Korn Song I was talking about and here are the lyics
to the song
"Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So down
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me
Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground "