now or never
We never had a talk with Shawn...I thought they would but I
was wrong. Today Patricia and i had it out. I guess we're
moving asap. No one ever talked to him and they want him
gone...they're convinced he took the money. I'm not sure.
I don't know what I'm doing. I wish it would all go away.
I can't even take my cat with...I could but I have no where
to keep her. I don't know now..we had it planned and now
it's all different. I'm going to be leaving so abruptly
and what the hell will I do for money? I have so much on
my mind...i don't want this...i don't know.