simon_says

no point

i guess i just feel like typing to type. to waste space,
memory. seconds of my day are torture. i guess i would
rather be a sleep for a very long time. its getting so hard
to cope with everything. especially life out of school.
life in school is not helping much either. i am at the
brink of an A in english tho. good for me. but damn i am
going to loserville after this. i can not believe i am not
going off to a four year college right away. SUCKS big
time. i guess i just have to come to terms with my
idiocracy. what a stupid ass i am. yuck! i detest myself.