Dragonette

The Cave
2002-03-24 05:49:52 (UTC)

Something's not quite right. . .

Something's missing. . .

That's how I feel. . .I can't explain it. .but it feels
like there's something wrong. .like it's not there, but it
should be. . .

I know I don't feel about Tammy like she does about
me. . .but I can't help it, I have never let myself get
close to people. . .and getting that close scares me. . I
don't want to get hurt. . .and I don't want to hurt
anyone. .but I do that by keeping them away. . .

bugger. . I can't win, can I?

I really should talk to Tammy about this, but I . . .I can
never bring myself to start the conversation. .and I refuse
to use and email or phone or anything like that.

I'm being jouvenille. Tammy says, I'm two. . .*shrugs*
maybe I am. . .but for the most part I'm happy. . .

I'm just a coward.




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